Running on Empty

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This has been coming. I feel like I’ve been running on empty for a few days and so, after 86 consecutive days of new fiction, I have to bring the run to an end. Much of it is to do with circumstances at home – my wife’s job combining with the school holidays, upcoming deadlines for the MA, my long-term WIPs and trying to earn just a few pounds, means I just haven’t had time to dedicate to new fiction here in the last few days.

There are three or four ongoing stories on here that I want to pursue, but they need time to make them good, so I’m thinking of possibly writing every other day. This will have the benefit of allowing the stories to breathe a little. Sometimes I feel I’ve been putting stuff up so regularly that stories gets pushed down the page a little quickly before they’ve had the attention they deserve.

I also feel like I need to refill the creative tank a little – get out and soak up some life, make notes, earwig conversations, look at some art, watch some telly – to get some new ideas. So that’s that. I’m not going anywhere, I just might not be here every single day.

I feel guilty, and now think why didn’t I just spend the last 20 minutes writing some fiction, but I think I need to give myself permission to not to. Hope that’s okay (of course it is Ben, who are you kidding?) and all being well, there’ll be a story tomorrow! Thanks so much for reading. I’ve been doing this for just under three months and to have over 700 followers is a genuine honour, so thank you again.

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13 responses to “Running on Empty”

  1. Pablo Cuzco

    I’d love to follow your blog but it only allows email subscriptions. I’ve added my email but it hasn’t sent me a confirmation. Let me know if you ever change your settings to allow followers on your blog via WordPress. Thanks!

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    1. You can follow via WordPress. When you scroll up on the page, the little box should come up in the bottom right. Or you can do it through the reader. Thank you 🙂

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    2. I’ve added a button to the sidebar now too. Thank you Pablo

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  2. Don’t feel guilty about it. At least you’re doing something about it. When it becomes overwhelming, it’s most certainly time to take action.

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    1. Thanks Hugh

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  3. Pablo Cuzco

    Thanks! I do all of my reading on a plus sized phone so a few features don’t always work. Not your doing. Now you’ll be in my reader so I can keep up with your work. I started out with flash fiction pieces on WordPress and worked my ways down to micro-poetry. Very short attention span.

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    1. Thanks Pablo. Look forward to catching up with your work too

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  4. Write when it suits you Ben!

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  5. Always good to give the stories a chance to breathe. And you, too.

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    1. Thanks Kathy 🙂

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  6. I’m always amazed that you can write so fluently & imaginatively so quickly. You manage both quality and quantity – but that’s not to say you should keep going at that pace. Good things are worth waiting for – so make us wait!

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    1. Thank you Sara, that’s very kind. I will be slowing down, just a touch, both to stay sane, work on other stuff and keep the quality as high as I can 🙂

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